One Chance,Two Hearts,Three Words chap. 5 (snippet)

--- Later That Afternoon ---
They had gone on almost every ride…The boys had signed about a million autographs and taken a million pics with the girls and Skandar just watching…

Skandar: Uh Azula what time should I pick you up?
Azula: around 7 if that’s okay with you…
Skandar: okay…so 7pm…tonight…*smiles*
Azula: *blushes*…
Demi: *nudges Azula and whispers* what’s with you and Skandar?
Azula: *whispers back* he asked me out on the roller coaster…
Demi: wow…our first day and you’ve already got a date…
Azula: what about you and Nick? What did you guys talk about inside the shop?
Demi: nothing much…
Azula: really? It looked like you guys were talking about something kinda serious…
Demi: we were talking about his little brother Frankie…which reminds me…Skandar do you know where they boys parents room is?
Skandar: uh yeah…room 201… why?
Demi: nothing…hey I gotta go run an errand…be right back…*leaves*
Azula: okay…
--- After 15 minutes---
All the fans had left to explore the rest of the park…Joe, Nick and Kevin made their way over to Azula and Skandar who were discussing Narnia…

Azula: so Lucy and you are the only two coming back to Narnia?
Skandar: I can’t tell you...it’s kinda a secret…
Azula: oh well…
Nick: hey…um…where’s Demi?
Azula: she left for a while…
Skandar: yeah she asked for your parents room number then left…
Nick: um…okay…I’m gonna look for her I need to ask her something…*leaves*
Joe: *smiles* more rides?
Kevin: sure why not…
--- With Demi ---
She had gone to room 201 with a bag full of stuff…
Demi: *knocks on the door* hello? Anyone home?
Mrs. Jonas: *opens the door* uh yes?
Demi: hi are you Mrs. Jonas?
Mrs. Jonas: yes I am why?
Demi: I’m a friend of Nick’s…the names Demi but call me Cheska…is Frankie here?
Mrs. Jonas: why don’t you come in Cheska…Frankie’s on the couch…
Demi: *comes in and walks into the living room where a little boy was lying on the couch watching TV* Frankie?
Frankie: yeah?
Mrs. Jonas: *closes the door and walks over to Frankie* Frankie this is Nick’s friend Cheska…she came to see you…
Demi: *sits next to Frankie* your brother told me you were sick so I came over to give you this…*hands over the bag she was holding*
Frankie: *sits up and takes the bag* w0w…*pulls out a big stuffed Hulk* I’ve always wanted one of these!
Mrs. Jonas: Cheska you shouldn’t have gotten him these…
Demi: it’s okay I wanted to…I don’t think it’s fair if he stays inside all day when there’s an entire park outside…
Mrs. Jonas: well thank you...Frankie what do you say?
Frankie: *hugs Demi* thank you…*goes back to playing with the stuff Demi got him*
Mr. Jonas: *comes in the room* hon. I was wond-*sees Demi* we have a guest…
Demi: *stands up* hi I’m Demi but call me Cheska…you must be Mr. Jonas?
Mr. Jonas: nice to meet you Cheska…
Frankie: Cheska would you like to play with me?
Mr. Jonas: Frankie I think Demi has better things to do…
Demi: actually it’s okay…I’ll play with you Frankie…*sits next to Frankie and tickles him*
Mr. Jonas: *to Mrs. Jonas* she’s a very nice girl…
Mrs. Jonas: *to Mr. Jonas* I like her…
--- With Nick ---
He was on his way to his parent’s room when someone called him…
??: Nick?
Nick: *turns around* Jenna?!
Jenna: *walks over to Nick* hey what are you doing here?
Nick: we’re here for some shows and vacation…
Jenna: Joe’s here?
Nick: uh yeah…um… Jenna I gotta go…I’ll see you around! *walks upstairs to his parents room*

It's only a snippet coz it's not finished but i'm kinda busy so i'll type the entire thing and post it either 2day or 2nite or 2morrow....

RANDOM JONAS!!!!!!!

Hello Beautiful,It's 7:05, here in Australia, so please Hold On while I explain to you what happens When You Look Me In The Eyes. In Year 3000, you would be What I Go to School For and I'd always say Nick J Is off the Chain because that’s Just the Way We Roll. Now I'd Appreciate it if you Don't Tell Anyone, but I've got this Crazy Kind Of Crush On You, You Just Don't Know It. I wish I could trade places with Mandy just for 6 Minutes because I know we would be Inseparable, and then I could just Move On like the Games they play in Hollywood. But deep down I’m Still In Love with You. I don’t wanna be Just Friends. I know I may be the Underdog in this situation, but I Am What I am! I've been sending out S.O.S's hoping you'd help out some Poor Unfortunate Souls because I Wanna Be Like You. Now I know we're talking about the Kids of the Future and it seems like it just may be Eternity before "Oh Jonas Brothers, Please Be Mine", but we can always take One Day At A Time. Now it is Time for Me to Fly, so Goodnight and Goodbye! Put this on your page if you love the Jonas Brothers

Random blog post....just nothing...

Updates...and what not...(mostly random)

so...yeah...i'm just here on the laptop listening to my ipod and typing...decided to update!! well i told Karmen i had a surprise for her and that posting chap. 4 of my story...i suddenly got inspiration to write...so right now i have a couple new fav songs...
-Don't Ask Why - Vanessa Hudgens
-Bottom Of The Ocean- Miley Cyrus
-Pushing Me Away - Jonas Brothers
- Can't Have You- Jonas Brothers
-Goodbye- Miley Cyrus
- Follow Me- Jamie Spears
- Our Time Now- Plain White T's
mostly that...
- also i got a new PHONE!! now i've got two!!
- I have officially given up on BOYS...they are tooo COMPLICATED!!!
- I saw some people at Foodmart...mostly: Alisa,Amay and Kevin; De~Arne,Diana and there rents' and Minolee's rents'...

well..i g2g...
P.S: Karmen might not go online 2day skul 2morrow...gotta wake up early or my DAD will KILL me!!!!!

One Chance,Two Hearts,Three Words... chap. 4

Nick: so…you don’t like roller coasters?
Demi: I love roller coasters…what about you?
Nick: I love roller coasters too…but why didn’t you go on the ride?
Demi: because…I have the entire summer vacation to ride the roller coasters…what about you?
Nick: well…um…because…um…
---With The boys and Azula ---
Joe: *the rollercoaster goes through a loop-de-loop* YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wooo!!!!!!!!!
Kevin: YEAHH!!! This is AWESOME!!!!!
Skandar: Azula! You havin’ fun?!!!
Azula: YEAH!!
Skandar: Azula!
Azula: YEAH?
Skandar: DO YOU WANT TO GO OUT TONIGHT!?!?!?
Azula: *looks at Skandar* SURE!!!
Joe: nice move asking her on a roller coaster Skandar…
Kevin: yeah…it’s the first time I’ve seen that happen!!
Skandar: what can I say I’m different!!
Azula: *in her head*OMG!! Skandar Keynes just asked me out on a ROLLER COASTER!!! AHHHH!!!!
--- With Nick and Demi ---
They had gone inside a gift shop by the hulk ride…
Sam: *goes up to Nick and Demi* hi…do you need any help?
Demi: SAM!?!
Sam: DEMI?!?! What…what…are you doing here?!?!
Demi: I’m on summer vacation with Azula…what are you doing here?!?!
Sam: I’m working here…for the summer…
Demi: *notices Nick* oh…Sam…this is my friend Nick…Nick my friend Sam…
Sam: hi…
Nick: hi…
Sam: so can I help you with anything?
Demi: yeah…do you have any stuffed Hulk kind of toys?
Sam: we’ve got lots…I’ll be right back *leaves*
Nick: who are you buying for?
Demi: well…I like getting stuff toys from places I visit…I kinda collect them…
Nick: Frankie would be so happy to be here…
Demi: Frankie?
Nick: my little brother…he’s 7 years old…
Demi: aww…that’s cute…where is he?
Nick: back in my parents room…he’s sick…
Demi: aww…that’s sad…
Nick: yeah…
Sam: *comes back with 2 different sized hulk stuff toys* which one?
Demi: I’ll take both and some other stuff…
Sam: okay…I’ll leave it at the front counter…*leaves*
Demi: thanks…
Nick: two stuffed hulks?
Demi: one for me and a friend…
Nick: Azula?
Demi: someone else…*roams around the store and picks some items*
Nick: *follows Demi* so Cheska…um…have you…um…gotten a boy friend?
Demi: *stops walking and faces Nick* uh…no…not really…why?
Nick: well…I was um…wondering maybe you wa-(gets interrupted by Joe)
Joe: HEY!! We we’re looking for you two!
Nick: *gives Joe the”I’m gonna get you” look*
Kevin: so what are you buying Demi?
Demi: a couple of stuff for friends…Azula guess who I met earlier?
Azula: Who?
Sam: *walks over to Demi* Demi…any more stuff to take to th-(gets cut off because e she sees Azula* AZULA!!
Azula: OMG!! Sam!?! What are you doing here?
Sam: currently working part time…
Lucy: *comes over* sorry to ruin your reunion with your friends Sam but I’ve got an errand for you to run…*walks away*
Sam: oh okay…see you guys later…*follows Lucy*
Demi, Azula & Nick: bye!
Joe: who was that?
Demi: that was our friend Sam…she’s from Australia…
Kevin: she’s nice…
Joe: and pretty…
Kevin: oohhh…Joe likes her…
Joe: I do not…
Nick: Joe…
Joe: okay maybe I do…*blushes*
Nick, Skandar & Kevin: Oh Joe…
Skandar: so what are we doing next?
Joe: *smiles slyly* more rides?
Demi: why don’t we walk around the entire theme park? It’s only 10am…
Kevin: yeah…great idea…

--- Updates....on Birthday's,friends and what not ---

-HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRYISTINA! (early greeting)
-Congrats on the NEW Husband Shower!! Shower-Joe Jonas+ Edward Cullen = heartbroken Joe...awww....
- KARMEN!!!!!! where are u!!!
-Shower...nice iPod nano video...my Mom got the iPod touch..(which will be mine soon)

nothing else to talk about...so i might become random from here on...
-Jamie Lynna Spears has the CUTEST baby...
-Ali Lohan has a better voice then Lindsay Lohan...
- Joe Jonas and Lindsay Lohan DATED?!?!? (not really...not sure..but maybe)
- I can't believe i'm saying this but Mrs. Surekha isn't annoying anymore...she's quite nice now...( i'll regret saying that later)
- i gotta go my MOM is gettin' mad at me for stayin' up...i really don't care...well BYE!!!!!!!!!

---Pushin' Me Away---

notice why the title is that?!?? it's bcoz that's my new fav song and because that's what is happenin' to me....

Title: Pushin' me away
Artist / Album: Jonas Brothers/ Upcoming album "A Little bit Longer"

Lyrics:
[Verse 1:]
Run, Run like you do
I'm chasing you
I'm on your tail
I'm gaining fast
Your going nowhere
Try to fix what you've done
Turn back the sun
The night is calling
And then we're falling faster now

[Chorus:]
Pushing me away
Every last word, every single thing you say
Pushing me away
You try to stop now but it's already to late
Pushing me away
If you really don't care just say it to my face
Pushing me away
Push push pushing me away

[Verse 2:]
Stop! Tell me the truth
Cause i'm so confused
Spinning round these walls are falling down and I need you
More than you know, I'm not letting goI'm getting close, so take my hand
And please just tell me why

[Chorus:]
Pushing me away
Every last word, every single thing you say
Pushing me away
You try to stop now but it's already to late
Pushing me away
If you really don't care just say it to my face
Pushing me away
Push push pushing me away x2

[Chorus:]
Pushing me away
Every last word, every single thing you say
Pushing me away
You try to stop now but it's already to late
Pushing me away
If you really don't care just say it to my face
Pushing me away
Push push pushing me away
Pushing me away...

my new fav song....
so...yeah...right now i'm typing my research paper on" does listening to classical music make you smarter?"
and also i finished my h/work earlier...school good...i'm gettting my report card on FRIDAY! (oh no!!) it's 11:30 pm?!?!? KARMEN!!!!! where are you???!?!

First day of Term 3!!

it was BORING!!!!! not much happened in class...we were just hanging around the classroom listening to "Forever" by Chris Brown through Alisa's phone....

the only h/work i got was MATH! and i finished it!! also my mom just got me Chicken Soup: for the teenage soul IV!!!!! reading it right now!!!!!!!

One Chance,Two Hearts,Three Words Chap.3

SORRY! school just started and so did HOMEWORK!! well i'll post the next chapter soon....enjoy :)

Azula: who’s this?
---- The JB ----
Joe: do you guys want to meet Skandar or should we change?
Kevin: let’s just meet Skandar…changing takes to long…
Nick: you guys go ahead…I need to buy something at the hotel shop…
Joe: okay…just meet us at the hulk ride…
Nick: sure! *walks away*
Joe & Kevin: *walks towards the hulk ride*
----Demi ----
She was walking towards the hotel shop…when she bumped into someone…
Demi: sorry…
??: it’s okay…it happens?
Demi: *drops one of her bracelets accidentally then goes inside the shop*
??: *picks up the bracelet and goes after the girl* Miss!
Demi: *turns around and accidentally slips* woah!
??: *catches her before she reaches the floor* gotcha!
Demi: *looks at his face* Nick Jonas?!
Nick: *helps her stand* I’m guessing a fan?
Demi: sort of…what are you doing here?
Nick: we’re having a show…wait…since you know my name what’s yours?
Demi: It’s Demetria but call me Demi...or Cheska…
Nick: Why Cheska?
Demi: so you don’t get confused between Demi Lovato and me and because my second name is Francheska…
Nick: okay…so nice to meet you Cheska…since you know why I’m here what are you doing here?
Demi: I’m on summer vacation with my best friend Azula…
Nick: cool…you dropped this outside…*hands over Demi’s bracelet*
Demi: *takes the bracelet* uh…thanks…I should go...
Nick: see you around!
Demi: yeah…*leaves*
---Azula---
She had finished unpacking and was sitting outside her and Demi’s room…
Demi: *walks towards her smiling* guess who I just met!
Azula: uh…Orlando Bloom!?!? Jesse McCartney?!? Who??
Demi: Nick Jonas!!
Azula: OMG!! Wait did you get what you wanted in the shop?
Demi: *slaps her head* Oh man…I forgot…I was too excited that I met Nick…
Azula: well tell me on the way to the Hulk Ride….
They starts walking towards the rides…
---With Skandar ---
He was by the ride with Joe & Kevin…they were waiting for Nick and the girls…
Skandar: where did Nick go?!
Kevin: he said her had to buy something at the hotel shop…he’ll be here soon…
Joe: can we go on the ride while waiting?
Kevin & Skandar: No…
--- Sam’s POV ---
Ugh…why did I even take this job?!?! But anyways I do need the money…but why do I have to just be one of the maintenance?!? Can’t I help in the shops?!

Lucy: (one of the maintenance managers) okay Sam…you’ll be assigned to help at the shop near the Hulk Ride…mostly just clean up, help customers with their purchases and other important things…your lunch break is at 12…only one-hour lunch break…if you do good then you can work permanently in the shop…

Sam: okay…
Lucy: you may go now…
Sam: thanks…* leaves Lucy and walks towards the Toy Store near the Hulk Ride* uh…hi I’m Sam…
Girl: hi I’m Jenny…why don’t you go over to that lady over there*points to a lady near the entrance* and ask her if she needs help…
Sam: okay…*walks over to the lady* Miss…do you need any help?
Lady: yes…I was wondering if you have any mini sized stuff toys for little kids…maybe around the age of 3.
Sam: I think we have an assortment inside…just follow me…*walks toward a big shelf of stuff toys*
Lady: *follows Sam*… oh thank you…*looks through the assortment of toys*
---Nick ---
He had bought what he wanted and was heading out when he saw Demi again…walking towards the Hulk Ride with a girl…
Nick:* runs up to Demi* hey Cheska…
Demi: hey Nick…oh Nick…this is my friend Azula…
Azula: did you just call Demi Cheska?
Demi: so he doesn’t get confused between Demi Lovato and me…
Azula: oh…
Nick: so where are you guys heading?
Demi: we’re meeting up with my friend Skandar…
Nick: Skandar Keynes?
Demi: uh yeah…you know him?
Nick: well he invited me and my brothers to meet his friend…
Demi: well then that’s me and Azula…
Nick: Great…at least I know you two…
Azula: there they are! *points towards 3 boys near the front of the Hulk Ride*
Nick: I bet Joe is anxious to go the ride…
They all walk over to the boys…
Skandar: *hugs Demi* Demi! I haven’t seen you in a while!
Demi: *hugs back* same here! *stops hugging Skandar*
Skandar: *stops Hugging Demi and looks at Azula* Hi…I’m Skandar...you are?
Azula: Azula…
Skandar: nice to meet you…by the way this is Joe, Kevin and I guess you two know Nick…
Azula & Demi: Yeah…
Joe: can we go on the ride now?
Skandar & Kevin: YES!!
Joe: YIPEE!!!!! *jumps up and down then runs to the entrance to the ride*
Demi: uh…why don’t you guys go on…I can’t handle rollercoaster’s right now…
Azula: why not?
Demi: I don’t feel so good why don’t you guys go and I’ll just go to the gift shop…
Nick: I’ll join you…
Kevin: okay…you two stay here and we’ll go on the ride…
Skandar: unless Azula you don’t want to go on…
Azula: actually I’d love to go on the ride…
Skandar: then let’s go! *takes Azula’s hand and lines up behind Joe with Kevin following*
Azula: See Ya Demi!!
Demi: Have fun!!
Joe,Kevin,Skandar and Azula all go on the ride…

Cliffhanger: will Kev,Joe,Skandar & Azula enjoy the ride?!?!? what about Nick and Demi!?!
next chap. Sam will be entering the story...

Tagged by Karmen...

1. At what age do you want to get married?
maybe late twenties...
2. If you have a chance, what would you say to your beloved ones?
that's a hard one...hmm...
3. If sex was a game, would you be good at it?
Hell no!
4. Where is the place you want to go the most?
AMERICA! or ITALY!!
5. If you can have one dream come true, what would it be?
BE HAPPY!!
6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
Maybe...
7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
My friends and love ones...
8. If you have $1 million, what would you do?
Tell all my friends!
9. If someone broke your head, what would you do?
Haunt Them!
10. List 3 good points about the person who tagged you.
i. she’s funny
ii. she’s whacky
iii. she’s my BFFL!!
11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Wat’s that?
12. Describe your fantasized life
Happy,FUN!!, full of great things, no bad things
13. What is your ambition?
Fashion Designer/Photographer/Mag Editor...
14. What is the thing that will make you think someone is bad?
Lie, cheat, swears, and a lot of other bad things...
15. What are the most important things in your life?
My family and friends
16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
Only if it’s for buying new books or new shoes!
17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
My Stupidity...
18. Do you believe in yourself?
yes...
19. Honestly, do you think life is fair?
Nope
20. Will you have your happy ending?
no...there are no "Happy Endings" in life....only Fairytales!!

a little update for Karmen...

umm...so Karmen u posted on my cbox if JayJay is my bf now...no...we decided to stay just friends for now...i mean he's in the US and i'm here in PNG...so for now our song that we both agree on is "Just Friends"..by the Jonas Brothers....

Lyrics: "Just Friends"
There she goes again
The girl I'm in love with
It's cool we're just friends
We walk the halls at school
We know it's casual
It's cool we're just
I don't wanna lead you on, no
The truth is I've grown fond, yeah

(chorus)
Everyone knows it's meant to be
Falling in love just you and me
Till the end of time
Till I'm on her mind
It'll happen
I've been making lots of plans
Like a picket fence in a rose garden
I'll just keep on dreaming
But it's cool cause we're just friends

Small talk on IM
Just one word sentences
It's cool we're just friends
If I had my way
We'd talk and talk all day, yeah

(chorus)
Everyone knows it's meant to be
Falling in love just you and me
Till the end of timeTill I'm on her mind
It'll happenI've been making lots of plans
Like a picket fence in a rose garden
I'll just keep on dreaming
But it's cool cause we're just friends

Thinking about how
We're gonna say our vows
It's cool we're just friends
She walks down the aisleI see all my friends smile
Cause now we're more than friends

(chorus)
Everyone knows it's meant to be
Falling in love just you and me
Till the end of timeTill I'm on your mind
It'll happen, oh
We've been making lots of plans
Like a picket fence in a rose garden
I'll just keep on dreaming
Just keep on thinking of when we used to be just friends

La, la, la, la (Oh yeah)La, la, la, laLa, la, la, la, la (Oh oh oh oh)
(When we used to be) When we used to beLa, la, la, la
(Just friends)La, la, la, la (Oh)La, la, la, la, la
When we used to be just friends...

and also i started liking Taylor Swift songs...my fav are Invisible & I'd Lie...

Lyrics: "I'd Lie"

I don't think that passenger seat
Has ever looked this good to me
He tells me about his night
And I count the colors in his eyes
He'll never fall in love
He swears, as he runs his fingers through his hair
I'm laughing 'cause I hope he's wrong
And I don't think it ever crossed his mind
He tells a joke, I fake a smile
But I know all his favorite songs

(chorus)
And I could tell you
His favorite color's green
He likes to argue
Born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him..I'd lie

He looks around the room
Innocently overlooks the truth
Shouldn't a light go on
Doesn't he know
That I've had him memorized for so long
He sees everything in black and white
Never let nobody see him cry
I don't let nobody see me wishing he was mine

(chorus)
I could tell you
His favorite color's green
He likes to argue
Born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him..I'd lie
He stands there, then walks away
My God, if I could only sayI'm holding every breath for you

(bridge)
He'd never tell you,But he can play guitar
I think he can see through
Everything but my heart
First thought when I wake up is
My God, he's beautiful
So I put on my make-up
And pray for a miracle

(Chorus)
Yes I could tell you
His favorite color's green
He likes to argue
Oh, and it kills me
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him..If you ask me if I love him..I'd lie

Lyrics: "Invisible"

She can't see the way your eyes
Light up when you smile
She'll never notice how you stop and stare
Whenever she walks by
And you can't see me wantin' you the way you want her
But you are everything to me

[Chorus:]
And I just wanna show you
She don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable I
nstead of just invisible

There's a fire inside of you
That can't help but shine through
She's never gonna see the light
No matter what you do
And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be

[Chorus:]
And I just wanna show you
She don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible

Like shadows in a faded light
Oh we're invisible
I just wanna open your eyes
And make you realize

[Chorus:]
I just wanna show you
She don't even know you
Baby let me love you let me want you
You just see right through me
But if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible
(Oh ho...yea)
She can't see the way your eyes Light up when you smile

Sick...

hey every1...esp. Karmen...i'm sorry for not going online..i kinda got food poisoning or something...so right now i'm like really tired...I wish i get well b4 skul starts nxt week...oh well...so yeah this past few days have been really...boring yet fun..OMJ!! I just watched this morning on the Today show (in Australia) the JONAS BROTHERS!!!!! i can't believe it! they were showing scenes from Camp Rock which i already watched...right now after this i'm having a BIG movie Marathon 17 cd's in ONE DAY!!!!oh and i just finished watching a promo for HSM3 except it's in a different LANGUAGE!!! oh well...and this Saturday I'm watching the season finale of Zoey 101...but i already know what happens...

well... i g2g!!

UPDATE!!

Karmen where are you!?!?! oh well...while waiting can sum1 pls!! tell me how to put music on my blog!?!? right now i'm listening to "Our Time Now" by the Plain White T's...and watching a youtube vid of a song called "Can't Have You" by the Jonas Brothers...in the beginning it sounds like Usher's song "Make Love In this club"...a couple of minutes ago i was watching 4 vids at once!!
-Love bug
-Be Be Good
-Video Girl
- I'm Gonna Getcha ( Shania twain cover)
all done by the Jonas Brothers...from their new album cming out in August!
okay...so can i ask a question...should i keep writing One Chance,Two Heart,Three Words?! i mightnot be able to write much when school starts... but i may keep writing coz it's interesting...oh well...

okay....so i still need sum1 to help me wid my boy dilemma...i already did the following:
-told him that i like him
- told him to leave me alone (so he would stop annoying me)
- ignored him
and about a million more things...
i just got an idea...i'll write a song telling him how i feel...GREAT!!

Weekend.... fun...

so yesterday we were at Jan Michael's house till 11 pm (i think) we're there every saturday for bingo...my brother was kinda psychotic...then Eric,Rhaya and I were chatting on our DS's....it was funny coz then Jan Michael took Eric's ds and started drawing funny pics...it was an interesting saturday night...then after Jan Michael kept asking about what kind of music i had..i have to admit he's got a lot of nice songs on his ipod...and then we went HOME!! and i stayed up till 2 am...don't know why and now i'm watching a SCARY movie which is freakin' me out....

P.S: i'll write Chap 3 of my story soon....sorry...i just don't have much to write...

Song writing skillz...

I wrote 2 songs this year well...these couple of months...pls. tell me what u think...

Title: No Ordinary

No more sweet melodies
No more wishing for it to end
No more calling just to say
goodnight and see you tomorrow

No Ordinary love
waiting your arrival
No Ordinary Love
waiting at the door
No Ordinary Love
to come knockin' at your door
just to say " I Love You"
No Ordinary Love who will apologize in the rain
just for you...

Bridge:
No more fights,No more pains
No more tears,No more screams
It's time to let you go
time to let you know
It's over, It's done
we're through...

Title: --no title yet -- (still in the works)

Why does it hurt so much?
loosing you was such a mistake
why did i do it?
why? why? why? why?
It hurts so much without you
why did i leave you?
how could i be so dumb enough
not to notice you....oh...

i'm sorry i hurt you
i'm sorry i left you behind
why didn't i notice you before?
why? why?
now we're apart
and it hurts too much...
How can i live without
your love
i'm sorry for all the pain
i've cost you...oh...

just wanted to share that...pls. tell me wat u think!! tnx..

NO MORE WORK!! FREEDOM!!

Yipee!! no more work...my parents told me not to work anymore coz i only got: K25!! oh well...i got a credit card and a new phone btw...i'm hanging out at home right now...just chillin' out...watchin' a dancing seal vid ou youtube.... FYI: pipz who are reading my story pls...check pt.2 again!! i added a couple of lines....oh yeah i also got NEW SHOES!!?!? okay weird right? me talking and being happy abt shoes...wever...just being random! oh yeah karmen after u went offline Alex kept annoying me...i still need help wid my prob...though!! PLS. HELPP!!!! S.O.S!!!!!!!! (omg: Jonas Brothers song title!! hahaha!) okay sooo...yea....i need sum1 to talk too!! any1!! pls...!! Karmen any suggestions?!?!?
just wanted to post this:

Left Waiting- by Malese Jow...

Countin' downThe seconds till your gone
I'm runnin' out
Of reasons how to make you stay
Don't walk away
I'm tryin' to be
The one who understands
I can't pretend
To think that you were right,
you're wrong
And I am taught
Now I'm left waiting
Fall behind
Something's changing
And what's tonight
In this space I close my eyes
I never wanna leave your side
It's killin' me to say goodbye
Don't let go
I hear your voice
Playin' through my headI think about
Every word you said to meI can't speak
I can't helpFeeling insecure
You say its love
The time is now I'm doubting you
Am I losing you
Now I'm left waiting
Fall behind
Something's changing
And what's tonight
In this space I close my eyes
I never wanna leave your side
It's killin' me to say goodbye
I look in your eyes
You whisper my name
Ohhh
Don't tell me the time
I know it's too late
i feel your hand
You touch my face
Save me baby
Please don't walk away
Now I'm left waiting
Fall behind
Something's changing
And whats tonight
In this space I close my eyes
I never wanna leave your side
It's killin' me to say goodbye
Don't let go