2008 pics....{FLASHBACKS}

random pics post...

my NEW YEARS BLOG...

hey...it's me...again...well i'll blog today (JANUARY 1, 2009!!) about what happened last night,...

last night we went to Tita Cris's house to spend our new year's there...i fell asleep and woke up around 11:58...Kuya Jan Michael laughed at me and asked" you just woke up huh?" and i said yes and he laughed...after we went downstairs did countdown and lit the sparklers...it was okay except for me almost burning my ipod...after i went upstairs and Kuya Jan Michael laughed at me again coz i was half asleep once again (hey i came from work!)...after i hung out with the boys :my brother,Eric,Raphael and Kuya Jan Michael...Kuya thought it was weird for me to be hanging out with boys but hey i'd rather hang with boys for some weird reason...after a while we went to his room ansd listened to some songs on his laptop...oh yeah he told me that "Dude" means a pimple on a donkey's butt...same for dudette...honestly check the dictionary...we also talked about how awkward it is to talk to parents about dating and you know stuff...it was fun..i mean you know just sitting and talking...he had alot of funny stories...we had a laugh and then we laughed harder when we hear my Dad and his Dad downstairs doing a duet on the Karaoke machine thingy...it was FUNNY!!!!!Then we left and went home...and i didn't sleep till 4am(we came home at (2am i think)......

zzzzz....zzzzz.....zzzzz....

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!

btw: JONAS PONES!!! and 2009 will be a year i wish to achieve alot...

tagged once again....

THE SELF

1.REAL NAME: Bea Resurreccion
2.NICKNAME: Honey Bee or Angel
3.MARRIED: uh...not married but i have a promise ring...
4.ZODIAC SIGN: Capricorn
5.GENDER: Female
6.AGE: 14 VERRY SOON...
7.HIGH SCHOOL: LCA
8.COLLEGE: young but i hope to go to a performing arts college...
9.HEIGHT: 151.5 cm
10.DO YOU LIKE YOURSELF: yeah...
11.PIERCINGS: Both ears
12.RIGHT OR LEFT: right
13.ARE YOU A FREAK: sometymz...
14.HAIR: long/short
15.SKIN: Asian
16.ALLERGIC: i have no idea on what i'm allergic to...
17.WHAT ARE YOU DOING RIGHT NOW: watching music vids and listening to PARAMORE... 18.WHAT WILL YOU DO AN HOUR LATER: write...and read Twilight...
19.WHAT WILL YOU DO IN TEN YEARS LATER: get maried and be succesful...in a lot of things...
20.LIVE WITH: parents and siblings...
21.SIBLINGS: lil' bro and sis...
22.ELDEST: ME23.YOUNGEST: my lil' sis
24.LOVE/HATE YOUR FAMILY: love

THE LOVE:

1.YOU FOUND THE OTHER HALF: i thought i did..
2.IF YES, WHO IS HE/SHE: ....
3.IF NO, WHO DO YOU WANT HIM/HER TO BE: someone who won't hurt me...
4.TIME(S) YOU WERE IN A RELATIONSHIP: idk...
5.EVER WOOED A BOY/GIRL: i guess....
6.ANYONE WOOED YOU BEFORE: yeah...
7.DID ANYTHING WRONG TO YOUR OTHER HALF: no...bcoz i dnt have one...
8.WHAT WAS/WERE THE WRONG THINGS YOU DID: ...
9.EVER ARGUED WITH YOUR OTHER HALF: no...rmb no OTHER HALF!
10.YOU ARE WITH YOUR OTHER HALF SINCE: ugh....I HAVE NO OTHER HALF!!!!!!!!!!!11.ARE YOU STRAIGHT/QUEER: straight12.REASONS YOU LOVE YOUR OTHER HALF: ...
13.YOU AND YOUR OTHER HALF IS AT WHICH STAGE: at the "we're friends" stage
14.YOU WOOED HIM/SHE OR HE/SHE WOOED YOU: no "woo-ing"
15.EVER THINK OF MARRYING HIM/SHE: no...

THE FRIENDS:

1.YOUR FIRST BEST FRIEND: Karmen
2.YOUR FIRST ENEMY: this girl named "Jasmine"
3.THE FRIENDS YOU LOVED THE MOST (one only): KARMEN
4.THE ENEMY YOU HATE THE MOST (one only): myself...
5.YOUR MOST BEAUTIFUL GIRL FRIEND: KARMEN
6.YOUR MOST HANDSOME BOY FRIEND: he's kinda the only guy friend (if you consider talking for 3 hours being "friends") i have so Kuya Jan Michael
7.THE KIND OF GIRL YOU HATE THE MOST: bitches
8.THE KIND OF BOY YOU HATE THE MOST: idiots
9.YOUR BEST FRIEND IS YOUR EX-LOVER: since WHEN?!?
10.IF YOUR FRIEND BACKSTABS YOU: let them...sticks and stones may break my bones but your words will never hurt me...
11.IF YOUR FRIEND BETRAYS YOU: let them....Karma's a bitch you know...
12.IF YOUR FRIEND WOOS YOUR LOVER: i don't care anymore....
13.IF YOUR FRIEND FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU: let them...everyone deserves a chance...
14.IF YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH YOUR BEST FRIEND: guy best friend then it's okay...cause it's already happened...

THE STUDIES:

1.ARE YOU A GOOD STUDENT: kinda...
2.YOU ALWAYS DONE YOUR HOMEWORK/ASSIGNMENTS: yup...
3.THE TEACHER/TUTOR LOVE YOU THE MOST: not really...
4.ALWAYS LATE TO SCHOOL/COLLEGE: nope...
5.YOUR CLASS (2008): Year 8 at LCA
6.YOU LOVE YOUR SENIORS: i'm a sophmore...
7.SENIORS WHO YOU LOVE: idk...
8.YOUR CLASSMATES GOOD/BAD: owwwkay...
9.EXCELLENT RESULT CLASSMATE: MINOLEE!!! (1st honor of Year 8!)
10.LAZIEST CLASSMATE: idk....
11.SMART PEOPLE: Me....
12.STUPID PEOPLE: ....
13.OOD-LOOKING PEOPLE: idk
14.UGLY PEOPLE: idk...
15.FUNNY PEOPLE: Micah "the ANIME OTAKU!"
16.CUTE PEOPLE: can't tell....
17.BAD PEOPLE: idk....
18.HONEST PEOPLE: ...
19.ACTING PEOPLE: alot of pipz i know...
20.YOU ARE WHAT KIND OF PEOPLE: idk,...u guess...

THE PREFER:

1.LIPS OR EYES: eyes
2.HUGS OR KISSES: hugs
3.SHORTER OR TALLER: taller
4.HESITANT OR SPONTANEOUS: spontaneous
5.NICE STOMACH OR ARMS: both?
6.LISTENER OR TALKER: both....
7.ROMANTIC OR RICH: both...
8.GOOD HUSBAND OR GOOD FATHER: both....

THE FUTURE:

1.AGE TO GET MARRIED: 24
2.NUMBERS OF KIDS: 3...but not all at once...
3.CAREER: Fashion designer an maybe someone in the music business...
4.SALARY: won't it change in the future?
5.RETIREMENT AGE: 70..
6.PROPERTIES VALUE: idk...
7.WISHES: to be happy and succesful....

THE VICTIMS:
no one....

CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well it's Boxing Day here... i am sooo Happy i got a lot of cool things..Karmii guess what!!!! i got the entire Twilight book series!!!!!! i am officially addicted...i got a lot of other stuff like 2 pairs of earphones (i'm kinda clumsy with earphones either i lose them or break them), a snoopy stuff toy, "Burnin' Up on tour with the Jonas Brothers", the twilight book series, MONEY!!!, bags, a new watch, necklaces and bracelets...and also this year we had "secret friends" and my secret friend was Kuya Jan Michael...boy he's hard to shop for...De~ Arne picked my name so she gave me a really cool necklace and earrings set...as for my sibs it was all toys...soo many toys...right now i'm planning my bday party (yep my mum said yes) Karmii i wish i could invite you....oh well...i'll post pics...


Karmii:

he emailed me today... yea...he wished me a Merry Christmas ,Happy New Year and also Happy Birthday...he apologized about not saying bye to me...i told him it was okay...were friends now...and maybe forever..he's got my back...don't be jealous of me...and i'm sorry for bombarding you with my problems...I'm really lucky to have a friend like you...your the best and i wouldn't trade u for anything else in the world even if Nick Jonas asked me to marry him...wait...me a Mrs. Jonas?!?! nah just joking i'd rather pick you because it's not everyday i'll find a friend like you...you're the most amazing BFTTEOT ever!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE YOU ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Happy ADVANCED Birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P.S: yes he did pick her...i told him that he'll regret it...He hasn't replied yet but idc anymore...

The End.../Confessions..

this is the end...the end of my love life as we know it...

i also named this post CONFESSIONS because it's time to confess...

Karmen: i am sooo JEALOUS that your Lucky in love...i'm jealous that you've got sum1 special in ur lyf...it hurts that ur always happy while me i'm always sad..did u knw i didn;t go to work toay because i cried soo much after we came from a party last night that my eyes are red...i cried because well i like this guy and he likes another girl (Karmii u knw it already)...and he left with her...without saying bye to me...

De~Arne: i am soo JEALOUS of her...she's soo pretty, slim and every guy wants her...i'm also pissed at her coz every guy i have EVER liked wants HER...do u know how much that hurts?!?!?yesterday i saw her and she got a new haircut which she was showing off...it kills me that she's always got a boyfriend...

i hate my life and everything about it..i wish i was pretty, slim and well i wish that a guy would come along and like me for me and not the way i look...right now i just started crying again due to the fact that i'm hurt... I'm tired of getting hurt...i'm officially quiting LOVE.. i am erasing it from my mind...i won't love again(except for loving my fam and fav pipz)....and right now i should be happy coz my grandma got me the Jonas Brothers "Burnin' Up" Tour Book for my bday and xmas (dnt worry i'm still happy abt that)...

THIS IS OFFICIALLY MY MOST SADDEST POST...

i use to wish having a bf on xmas but even that was crushed...the next time i might blog will be after xmas...i'll post what i got 4 xmas...

P.S: i might not post my story anymore...i think i'm gonna quit writing...


this song is dedicated to all those guys who BROKE my heart with or without knowing it:

Song Title: It's Over
Composed by: Bea Resurreccion

Hey you it's me again
How's the life without the gain?
I Know it's been rough
So just scratch the scruff
Off and know...

It's Over! the music's done
Face the limelight and
Know i'm gone
Never to be yours again
Oh yeah...

It's Over! time to let go
And know that this girl's
Not yours anymore...
It's Over...

Bridge:
It's too late to say
You're sorry for all the pain
You've caused...
Because...

It's Over! the music's done
Face the limelight and
Know i'm gone
Never to be yours again...
oh..yeah

It's Finally Over...

--- Copyright 2008-09 ----

Love?

i was looking through my old files and found this....

What is love meant to be?

Is it something we control, something we wait for till it comes or it something that can hurt us?

Some love can hurt but some can make us happy forever but for others they think they can control love find love and reign over it … But I think love is a mystery which everyone should solve using their heart…But sometimes people just go find it but then they get hurt because they shouldn’t look for love but wait for it…But some people just find them then they get hurt and can or will do something that can hurt them forever like some do drugs , do suicide ,while those people who would rather wait for love are happily living their lives… But from my perspective everyone should wait for their love cause if you look for it you might just get hurt and do something that can ruin your life …or with you rather choose to live happily until the day that the special person for you comes along and you live happily and have a successful and fulfilling life…which would you Choose?

i hope u read this and understand that when u got on that plane u didn't just leave me ALONE here but you also left me with a BROKEN HEART...I hope u find that girl ur lookin' for...but rmb i'm always here...

I am " A Little Too Not Over You"

i am sooo TOTALLY in LOVE with David Archuleta's new music video "A Little Too Not Over You"...and also that song means something to me...i'll post the lyrics... this song is dedicated to Alexander Claveria...

It never crossed my mind at all
That is what I tell myself
What we had is come and gone
Your better off with someone else
It’s for the bestI know it is
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
But I turn around
You're with it now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Memories suppose to fade
What's wrong with my heart
Shake it off let it go
Didn't think it would be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around you're with it now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me whyI can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret
Everything I said
And there's no way
To take it all back
Yeah
Now I'm on my own
I wont let u go
I'll never understandI'll never understandYeah, ohhh

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me whyI can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you

music vid here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WvBBBEVsQwo


also i heard that Kevin Jonas proposed to his Girlfriend Danielle but i wnt believe it till i see it and hear from him myself...but if it's true CONGRATS to them!!!!!

TAGGED by KARMEN!!!

Ok. This is a tag about you and your friends.
First, name your ten top best friends and rank them from number one to ten and write down a short description about them.

1. Karmen- she's my BFTTEOT
2. Chris - He's my GUY Best Friend
3. Micah - she's my illegal twin...
4. De~Arne - she's a PARTY (TOMBOY) GIRL
5. Diana - she's funny
6. Lois - she's sweet
7. Celine - she's my youtube friend...who is AWESOME!!!
8. Michelle - he's my friend on FRIENDSTER who ROCKS!!!
9. Kuya Patrick -he's persuasive...
10. Yeda - she's my best COUSIN ever!!

Ok. On with the questions. No peeking! No changing the names!
1. How did you meet number 1? (Karmen)
I think she's the 1st great friend..i've ever had at A.I.S
2. Why is number 7 your best friend? (Celine)
she's really cool plus she LOVES the Jonas Brothers...
3. What is number 10 like? (Yeda)
AMAZINGLY talented... and Pretty...
4. What is your favorite memory of number 3? (Micah)
Her rolling down the hill...(honestly)
5. Who does number 9 like? (Kuya Patrick)
idk...his crush?
6. Love them all?
SUPER...
7. Trust them all?
well not all....there are some...
8. How old is number 4? (De~Arne)
13 going on 14 next year...
9. Ever been in the same bed? If so, who?
Uh...Karmen,De~Arne,Chris (not wat ur thinking)- all sleepovers...
10. Does number 8 know you guys are best friends? (Michelle)
kinda...well yeah...
11. Name one of number 5's hobbies. (Diana)
Make me laugh till i cry...1
2. What is number 6 good at? (Lois)
Listening....
13. Do you have a crush on anyone above?
Yeah.... Karmen and Chris....
14. Make a nickname for all of them
- Karmen- Karmii or Auntie Karmii...
- Chris - Christopher Rabbit...hehehe
- Micah - Drea...the ANIME OTAKU
- De~Arne - D or "Hot Stuff"
- Diana - weirdo....not really...DANGER!!!
-. Lois - L-Lois...
- Celine - CC
-. Michelle - Mitch
- Kuya Patrick -patycakes
- Yeda - yeds...
15. Do you love number 1? (Karmen)
yeah duh...
16. Who is number 2 dating? (Chris)
this girl named Jana
17. Ever gone on a date with anyone?
yeah Karmii and Chris...
18. Know all of number 2's secrets? (Chris)
yeah...
19. When was the last time you saw number 8? (Michelle)
idk....2 years ago or a year ago?

20. Tag people
-Chris
-Baby Chx
-Shower
-anyone else who wants too...

Camp Rock!!

hey everyone...just surfin' the net for no reason...and watching Camp Rock...hey Karmii...i'll do ur tag later...for now i'm hangin' with me new friend Rosemier...she just came to Lae from Rabaul 1 week ago...and she might go to LCA next year which would be awesome...well once again i gotta go...

BYE!!! 

P.S: Chris i'll see u tomorrow at work...and don't be late!!! or else u will get hurt BADLY!!

fast update....from my NEW MacBook Pro...

hey everyone...it's me muzic ang3l once again...well today i didn't go to work...we went to Angelo's 2nd b-day party...he is soo cute...right now i'm typing from my Mac...yup my new mac...a graduation present from my rents'...hey karmii u ever gonna go online? i miss chattin' wid u!! well i g2g...gotta explore what else my Mac can do....

l8ter blogg3rz..

hey pipz...

so yeah just got back from dinner at LYC with Christopher Rabbit and some friends...it was hilarious cuz Chris fell of his seat bcoz of a baby!!!and i spilt tomato sauce on his head...(which he has no idea about) sorry Chris just wash it off with shampoo!! Tomato head!!ha! LOL!!!
so yeah long story short a little girl came and hit Chris on the back with a open bottle of water...so he went home wet shirt front and back since he fell from shock of VERY cold water...hahahaha!!well today work was the same ...the usual wrapping of xmas gifts and filo's askin' if i'm filo...hahaha...FILO...that's my day today oh and i'm counting down the days till my new story comes out...

CIAO!!!

btw: CHRISTOPHER RABBIT i dare U to START a BLOG!!!!!!!! NOW!!!!!!!! coz i know ur online!!!!!!!and Karmii...Devon dated Lindsey Shaw during and 3 months after Ned's Declassified School Survival Guide ended then they broke up...awww...sad abt Josh...oh well...i still got Nick!

Tuesday was a bad day...and pics...time again!!!!!!!!

Devon Werkheiser


Josh Hutcherson


Twilight


Journey to the Center of the Earth





The Jonas Brothers w/ Vanessa Hudgens and Devon Werheiser 2006
(Hey Karmii look our "Husband's" are friends!!! sounds like DOUBLE WEDDING!!!LOL!!!)

...JUST SOME RANDOM PICS TO START OFF...

Check out my FS blog...

http://muzic-lov3r-jb.blog.friendster.com/

okay so today was okay...the usual...but mann... yesterday i was PISSED...what is it with people thinking i grow fatter everytime they see me?!?!? It's starting to hurt you know...FLashback to yesterday...Meesha's MOM Tita Ita came to Brian Bell with Tita Carmela: Renzo's MOM...they went shopping and i was wrapping the toys Tita Carmela purchased...they came over to the wrapping table and Tita Ita said "Bea you're growing bigger everytime i see you ha...you should go on a diet na.." and man i wanted to tell her to keep it to herself...so yeah they sat by the wrapping table and kept talking about me and my weight...then they were talking about Jeffrey...coz he's big too...not really tha BIG...but yeah...and man i was wishing for them to leave already so i wrapped the presents as fast and neat as i could then they left...but it didn't make me feel better the entire day i spoke to no-one and when people would look over at me i would interpret their looks as them saying i was sooo fat and that no guy would ever like me or that my only friends were food so i skipped lunch ...After work i walked home with my friends but was soo quiet...on the way my friend kep texting and calling me to ask if i was fine...but i didn't reply and he got worried and came over to my house...But then we went out to Yacht Club coz it was Tueday so he came with us and i let out all my anger on him while we were walking down by the boats (which my dad allowed me to do bcoz he trusted me and my friend)...He comforted me then we dropped him home and he and I texted each other till we got tired of replying to each other...thanks to him i had a peaceful sleep and THEN the next day Tita Ita came back and bought stuff again and it reminded me of the day before and also Meesha kep annoying me...they left and i was quiet again until we (me and Samantha) started wrapping and talkin' abt HSM 3,school and what not...she also gave me 3 riddles....

Riddle 1:

A rooster laid an egg on a hill then left...why didn't the egg roll down the hill?

Riddle 2:

A boy who was born before his father,killed his mother,became a pastor and married his sister is what?

Riddle 3:

One day a Man was walking around the mall when he met his mother in-law's only daughter's son...how is he related to the boy?

Sumbit ur answers to my cbox and in the nxt post i'll put the answers...sorry no prizes...but i do song request or watever comes to the winner's mind...

Okay so yeah...that's my life yester day and today btw BIG shout out to Auntie Raelene Kramer and Scheneidah Balla for an advanced HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!(their b-day is tomorrow) esp. to Scheneidah who is turning SWEET 16 !!!

that's all for today...

btw: here's a little snippet from my upcoming story droppin' sometime in January!!!

Evangeline: (runs up to the front door) sorry James…
James: (Pulls Evangeline by her hair into the house) didn’t I tell you after school you come home early?!? (Slaps her)
Evangeline: (crying from pain) I’m sorry…I…I lost track of time…
James: (let’s go of her hair and she hits the floor) that’s always your excuse…now get up…and make dinner…
Evangeline: (gets up silently cradling her painful wrist which she landed on and walks to the kitchen)

it's only one of a few BRUTAL scenes in my story so it's different from Mrs. Karmen Werkheiser's! AMAZING story!!!!!!

CIAO 4 now...

Ang3l out!!!
(Copyright 2008-2009 by Bea Resurreccion ur pants will be sued off if u COPY!!!)

Jonas related madness?

OMG!! the Jonas Brothers and David Archuleta were just on TV and I was right in-front of the TV!!!! the Jonas's were also on "Jimmy Kimmel Live" on Staurday and they played awesome songs and looked soo cute...i can't blieve Joe is a certified New Jersey babysitter..that is soo cool..man i laughed when they played a prank on one of the Jimmy Kimmel writers.check it out: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zw4boKpKfjA it was sooo funny...and then Jimmy said some fans were gonna ask questions and the last fan was Jimmy Kimmel dressed as a girl and his question to the JoBros was: "Can we make babies and can we name one of them Jimmy" man after he said that and i saw the guys expression i fell of the bed laughing...watch the interview here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tCGBBzVPGPg

well yeah basically this is a JONAS related post so u dnt have to read it...but wever...
CIAO!!

oh P.S: did u know some Mom's hit on the Jonas Brothers too?!?!? how weird if ur Mom did that to ur fav celeb(s) LOL!!

and P.S.S: in my new story there will be a little abuse on some characters...like hitting...

my LOVE LIFE....

well my LOVE life is okay...i like this guy who likes me back but we're friends for now...so Karmii no need to get mad...he explained why he didn't come...he got grounded for not telling his rent's he had plans with me...but now he's off the hook...and were texting again..he apologized over text and today...so yeah everythin's good...


btw: I LOVE "Boys Like Girl" and "Honor Society" check them out sometime...

UPDATE/ AHHHHHH!!!!!!!

so yeah...my Auntie Cherry just came back from the Phils. and after waiting for a LOOONNNGGG time i FINALLY got my special edition Jonas Brothers cd "A Little Bit Longer" and i'm totally in LOVE with it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so beside that i now have work Monday to Sundays...which means MORE pay!!! yesterday (Saturday) i skipped work to go to a wedding (which my Mom and Sis were a part of) an i was hangin' wid Micah...and on Tuesday i FINALLY graduated from Grade 8...so congrats to me...today at work there was a lot of pipz...like Kuya Jan Michael,Tita Marian,Tita Cris,Eric,Rhaya,Derek and so many others.. we (me, Scheneidah and Felicity) had to wrap soo many x-mas presents this week..so yeah that was my week...

i gotta go...ADIOS AMIGOS!! p.s: i will post chapter 1 of my new story on my b-day (thats if i'm online) i also plan in making a trailer via youtube...g2g enjoy my new cd and watch sooo many movies coz it's movie marathon night...CIAO!!!i am also now a Britannica High fan!!!

2008 Graduation:

...Me and Micah...

....Me and my certificates....

...Deborah,Me and Asuamu...

Me,Shavina and Carolyn (she's wearing a suit, Alisa was too) ...Me getting a school award... Me getting my certificate...