Sunday, November 30, 2008

official story logo...

The official log for my new story...it's kinda suckish though...i'll make a new one later...ENJOY!!!

Love & Friendship = ?

PLOT:
The story is about two girls named Paige and Charmaine from two different worlds who are best friends....when they meet Devon and Nick will love bloom? Will their friendship last or will love break the friendship completely?

Characters:


Paige Swann (14)


With the mixture of brains and beauty, Paige is someone everyone loves to hang out with. She is a quick-thinker. She’s easygoing, and nothing can stop her from standing up for her way of life. Luckily, Paige has got enough spunk and charm to win over just about everyone she meets. But will she be able to use her charms and win over the guy she desires?

Evangeline Brooks (14)

A total opposite of Paige, Evangeline Brooks is the neighborhood tomboy… She hangs with the guys and Paige, but behind the boy-ish attitude and clothes hides the true Evangeline…But under all that also hides a past she wishes to forget...Will one guy help her reveal the true her and save her from her past?

Devon Werkheiser (16)

Famous and Talented Devon is the neighborhood hottie and cool guy of the school clan…Easy going and fun to be with...He’s got the looks and charms to make girls fall for him but will the girl he desires fall for him?

Nick Jonas (16)

Also Famous and Talented Nick is every girl’s “Prince Charming” and dream guy…He makes girls fall for him with his angelic voice but will he be able to win over the heart of the one girl he desires?

Minor Characters:

Kevin, Joe and Frankie Jonas: Nick’s Brothers… (19) (17) and (7)
Lindsay Shaw: Devon’s best friend (15)
Charmaine Simmons: Joe’s gf (17)
Katrina Matthews: Kevin’s gf (19)

P.S: Charmaine and Katrina aren't Joe and kevin's gf till later in the story...

I'm not EMO and Never will be...

okay so yeah Karmii thinks i'm goin' EMO bcoz of my post under this one...but i'm not and no offense to EMO's out there...but i'm not EMO ever...just moody...so yeah now i'm HAPPY!! again...so yeah...work's been tiring but alright...only a couple more weeks till X-mas then my Birthday and Karmii's Birthday...i wish i could send you something Karmii for xmas and ur bday...but sadly i'm too far...i'm also leaving next year around the first week of Febuary...which is gonna be hard for me...so yeah...I'm currently in love with two songs...
-Over You by Daughtry
&
-Fall For You by Secondhand Serenade

so i'm gonna post the lyrics...btw i am in love with Jesse Mccartney's song: It's Over (karmii check it out!!)

so here are the lyrics:

OVER YOU by DAUGHTRY

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought
I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.'
Cause the day I thought
I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so
I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.I
should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.

Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought
I'd never get through,
I got over you.
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FALL FOR YOU by SECONDHAND SERENADE

The best thing about tonight's
that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that
I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you
I'd never fall apart
You always thought that
I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start
Ohh, but hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find


well that's all folks- Bugs Bunny (HAHAHA LOL)

ADIOS AMIGOS!!!

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

killing myelf...

h3y guys right now i feel like killing myself...no joke...life sucks right now...i hate it..and i'm not joking about killing myself...this isn't the first time i wanted to kill myself...i wake up at night and want to just get the knife and stab myself...literally...this is my last post till i find time again to post...for now all i leave is a couple of song lyrics:

I Caught Myself by Paramore

Down to you,
You're pushing and pulling me down to you.
But I don't know what I,
Now when I caught myself,
I had to stop myself.
I'm saying something that

I should have never thought.
Now when I caught myself,
I had to stop myself.
From saying something that
I should have never thought of you, of you.
You're pushing and pulling me down to you,
But I don't know what I want,
No I don't know what I want.

You got it, you got it,
Some kind of magic.
Hypnotic, hypnotic,
You're leaving me breathless.
I hate this, I hate this,
You're not the one I believe in.
With God as my witness.

Now when I caught myself,
I had to stop myself,
I'm saying something that
I should have never thought.
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself,
From saying something that
I should have never thought of you, of you.

You're pushing and pulling me down to you.
But I don't know what I want.
No I don't know what I want.
Don't know what I want.
But I know it's not you.
Keep pushing and pulling me down,

But I know in my heart it's not you.
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself,
From saying something that
I should have never thought.
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself,
From saying something that

I should have never thought of you.
I knew, I know in my heart it's not you.
I know but now
I know what I want,
I want, I want, Oh no,
I should have never thought.

MINOLEE!!!!!!!!!!!! DON'T LEAVE!!!!!!!!!

i am sooo sad and TIRED...SAD bcoz MINOLEE'S LEAVING!!!! nooooo...she's the greatest friend ever...i bet tomorrow Bea and them will cry...maybe so will I if i go to school...I'm TIRED coz i came back from WORK..yup STUPID work..which i HATE!! really...but i do get 12 bucks a day so it's kinda worth it...but i hate coming home freakishly TIRED...ugh...oh well i do wanna get some extra bucks...

okay this poem is dedicted to both Ms. Minolee Lakshman and Ms. Karmen Leong...

Friendship, like flowers
blooms even more fair
When carefully tended by
dear friends who care;
And life's lovely garden
would be sweeter by far
If all who passed throughit
were as nice as you are...
AND ANOTHER ONE:

If people like me,didn't know
people like you,
Life would lose it's meaning
and its richness too...




P.S: not written by me...found it in a book...LOL!

g2g rest...adios amigos!!!

Friday, November 21, 2008

White Horse lyrics...and extra update...

okay so yeah i LOVE Taylor Swift...i also love her songs...i can relate to the songs on her new album so much...so yeah Graduation is Next-Next Week..Next week no school only Class Parties and Christmas Around The World...okay so further a do: White Horse lyrics

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on
The days drag on

S tupid girl, I should have known,
I should have known

[Chorus]
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you And your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive, Got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
I had so many dreams
About you and me
Happy endings
Now I know

[Chorus]
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

And there you are on your knees,
Begging for forgiveness,
begging for me
Just like I always wanted
but I'm sooo sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now
And its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now
Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa

Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late
To catch me now

Free Time...

hey everyone who actually reads this...i changed me layout due to well i got bored... i just went online to check out random stuff...so yeah i REALLY wanna buy this cellphone called: T-Mobile Sidekick LX 2008 version...I've been begging my Mom to get me the phone...she says if i pass and get good marks on my national exams i can get anything i want for my x-mas and b-day...which are only weeks away from each other...i am sooo HAPPY we have MTV China here...they show both Chinese and Global music videos!! i loved it when i woke up yesterday morning and watched the Jonas Brothers music videos: "LoveBug" and "Burnin' Up"...i also watched David Archuleta's "Crush" music video...

Songs for the weekend:
-Can't Have You (Jonas Brothers)
-It's Over (Jesse McCartney)
-Womanizer (Britney Spears)
-About A Girl (The Academy Is...)
-Thunder (Boys Like Girls)
-My Hands (David Archuleta)
-White Horse (Taylor Swift)
-If I Were A Boy (Beyonce)






Here's a pic of the cellphone i want...
There's also a site were you can create your own skins for the sidekick...

Friday, November 14, 2008

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hey...i'm back..haven't been online for a while due to EXAMS!!!!! but FINALLY they are over and yesterday (friday) i went to school just to watch Camp Rock...today is Minolee's FAREWELL party...(She's going to AUSTRALIA for good...) but i couldn't go...due to some probs...(I'll tell u Karmii when we chat) well...beside that why don't we go back to the beginning of the EXAM week!!!

-Monday-
well...we did our first part of Language which is Written Expression...Mrs. Tawhani dictated 3 paragraphs for us to copy then we had to write a story about a Healh Personel coming to our school and talking about HIV/Aids...surprisingly i survived the 3 hours in the classroom...(it was soo boring some people went to sleep)[we go home at lunch everyday this week]
-Tuesday-
Part 2 of Language which was Grammar...it was quite easy i finished within an hour and 3o minutes...then i fell asleep for 3 minutes due to boredom...Micah who was infront of me went to sleep too...
-Wednesday-
we did MATHEMATICS!!! it was quite easy finished within an hour then checked my answers twice...i ended up staring at the ceiling fan because of boredom...(it made me dizzy)
-Thursday-
we did our LAST exam which was General Skills...a mixture of History,Science and General Knowledge...it was sooo easy except for the PNG map...that was hard coz i ddin't exactly study that but i think i did alright...after the school ordered PIZZA and some people from class bought cakes and drinks...Mrs. Mand said a speech about : "Today one door closes, Tomorrow another one opnes" and how we should be thankful...then she prayed...before we could eat the driver came with my sister so i brought her to the room and everyone was like: "Bea she's so cute.." i got some pizza,cake and hotdog sandwich then left...
-Friday-
we came to school for nothing!!! we only had one class (Language) then Mr. Sanchez made us watch a video about "Bouganville"...After the video ended Mr. Tony asked if anyone had a DVD to watch...i told him Minolee had Camp Rock (which she borrowed from Bea Sanchez) so we watched that at first there was only me ,Mr.Tony and Deborah...after a whie people came in and started watching...they said the part where "Shane" sings "I Gotta Find You" was cheesy and that "Mitchie" had a big smile...but my opinion the "I Gotta Find You " part was soooo SWEET!!!!! and so is the part where Shane and Mitchie sing together...Then the movie ended so the Grade 7's took the DVD player and TV to there clasroom and watched the same video Mr. Sanchez made us watch...After school i hung out with no one...well Bea and them but i just sat in the Basic Tech room and drew my new uniform designs...and prom dress designs...An hour later the Laga bus came,John and Mariah's car came and so did mine so we all went home...THE END!!!!!!!!!!!!


Friday was the longest day...oh well...so right now i am deeply in LOVE with DAVID ARCHULETA's debut album!! everyone should get it...i would say i have favourite but I LOVE the entire album...oh and i also LOVE Taylor Swift new album.. "Fearless" i got all the songs... i also favourite the entire album but my very fav song from both album are: -My Hands by David Archuleta- and -Love Story by Taylor Swift-

speking of Ms. Taylor Swift i've been reading sooo many sites saying Joe Jonas cheated on her with either Camilla Belle or Brenda Song... i don't believe any of them though...none of the Jonas's are like that...(Case CLOSED)

OH BTW: Happy World Diabetes DAY!!!! esp. to Mr. Nick Jonas...

g2g...tnx for readin'...

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

1st try on a oneshot...

A.N: This is my first oneshot...hope u like it!!

We were both young when I first saw you
I closed my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

“Addie!” a little boy says as he tries to get the attention of a girl who sits on her window sill…

See the lights; see the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello
Little did I know

“Hey you wanna dance?” a teenage boy with brown curls asks a girl with black-brown wavy hair…

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet"
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you, please don't go
And I said

“Leave her alone!” the girl’s dad screams at the teenage boy who stands at her door… “Please don’t go…” she pleads as she cries on the staircase…

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

“Let’s get away from here…” the girl says to the boy… “But your Dad…”he says worriedly…She takes his hand and they run off to their secret getaway… “You’ll always be my Princess” he says as they watch the sunset… “And you’ll always be my Prince…” she says as they stare into each others eyes…

So, I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

“Shhh” she says as she takes his hand while they walk through her garden…They sit by a tree and close their eyes wishing… “I wish we could get away…” they both wish simultaneously as a shooting star passes by…

Oh oh
Cause you were Romeo, I was the scarlet letter
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet"
But you were my everything to me
I was begging you, please don't go
And I said

“I Love her!” the boy says to the girl’s Dad… “Didn’t I say leave her alone…stay away from my family!” her Dad says back at him… “Please don’t leave me” the girl begs as she watched the two men she loves fight over her…

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

“Come on” the boy takes her hand and they run off away from the city, away from their troubles…

Romeo, save me
They try to tell me how I feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

“You can’t love him”, “he doesn’t love you” they all say at her… “I’m afraid” she says as they watch the sunset… “Don’t be cause I’ll be here…” they boy says to her…

Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said

“When are you coming back?” she says into her phone… “I don’t know…” he replies…She takes a walk to their getaway and finds him there… “Hey…I thought you’d never come back…” she says as she sits next to him…

Romeo, save me
I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you, but you never come
Is this in my head
I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said

“ I came back…remember the Prince always come back to the princess…” he says as he stares at her beautiful eyes… “I thought you’d never come back…” she says as he wraps him in a hug…He kneels down and pulls out a black box…

Marry me, Juliet; you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad
Go pick out a white dress
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

“Will you my Princess…be my Queen?” he asks awaiting her answer…She smiles and says “yes…I will be your queen…” He gets up and slips the ring on her finger… “I Love you” they say to each other before they share a kiss as the sun goes down…

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh


'Cause we were both young when I first saw you…

…The End…

…Read & Review please…

The song is : Love Story by Taylor Swift