Wednesday, December 31, 2008

2008 pics....{FLASHBACKS}




random pics post...

my NEW YEARS BLOG...

hey...it's me...again...well i'll blog today (JANUARY 1, 2009!!) about what happened last night,...

last night we went to Tita Cris's house to spend our new year's there...i fell asleep and woke up around 11:58...Kuya Jan Michael laughed at me and asked" you just woke up huh?" and i said yes and he laughed...after we went downstairs did countdown and lit the sparklers...it was okay except for me almost burning my ipod...after i went upstairs and Kuya Jan Michael laughed at me again coz i was half asleep once again (hey i came from work!)...after i hung out with the boys :my brother,Eric,Raphael and Kuya Jan Michael...Kuya thought it was weird for me to be hanging out with boys but hey i'd rather hang with boys for some weird reason...after a while we went to his room ansd listened to some songs on his laptop...oh yeah he told me that "Dude" means a pimple on a donkey's butt...same for dudette...honestly check the dictionary...we also talked about how awkward it is to talk to parents about dating and you know stuff...it was fun..i mean you know just sitting and talking...he had alot of funny stories...we had a laugh and then we laughed harder when we hear my Dad and his Dad downstairs doing a duet on the Karaoke machine thingy...it was FUNNY!!!!!Then we left and went home...and i didn't sleep till 4am(we came home at (2am i think)......

zzzzz....zzzzz.....zzzzz....

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!
btw: JONAS PONES!!! and 2009 will be a year i wish to achieve alot...

tagged once again....

THE SELF

1.REAL NAME: Bea Resurreccion
2.NICKNAME: Honey Bee or Angel
3.MARRIED: uh...not married but i have a promise ring...
4.ZODIAC SIGN: Capricorn
5.GENDER: Female
6.AGE: 14 VERRY SOON...
7.HIGH SCHOOL: LCA
8.COLLEGE: young but i hope to go to a performing arts college...
9.HEIGHT: 151.5 cm
10.DO YOU LIKE YOURSELF: yeah...
11.PIERCINGS: Both ears
12.RIGHT OR LEFT: right
13.ARE YOU A FREAK: sometymz...
14.HAIR: long/short
15.SKIN: Asian
16.ALLERGIC: i have no idea on what i'm allergic to...
17.WHAT ARE YOU DOING RIGHT NOW: watching music vids and listening to PARAMORE... 18.WHAT WILL YOU DO AN HOUR LATER: write...and read Twilight...
19.WHAT WILL YOU DO IN TEN YEARS LATER: get maried and be succesful...in a lot of things...
20.LIVE WITH: parents and siblings...
21.SIBLINGS: lil' bro and sis...
22.ELDEST: ME23.YOUNGEST: my lil' sis
24.LOVE/HATE YOUR FAMILY: love

THE LOVE:

1.YOU FOUND THE OTHER HALF: i thought i did..
2.IF YES, WHO IS HE/SHE: ....
3.IF NO, WHO DO YOU WANT HIM/HER TO BE: someone who won't hurt me...
4.TIME(S) YOU WERE IN A RELATIONSHIP: idk...
5.EVER WOOED A BOY/GIRL: i guess....
6.ANYONE WOOED YOU BEFORE: yeah...
7.DID ANYTHING WRONG TO YOUR OTHER HALF: no...bcoz i dnt have one...
8.WHAT WAS/WERE THE WRONG THINGS YOU DID: ...
9.EVER ARGUED WITH YOUR OTHER HALF: no...rmb no OTHER HALF!
10.YOU ARE WITH YOUR OTHER HALF SINCE: ugh....I HAVE NO OTHER HALF!!!!!!!!!!!11.ARE YOU STRAIGHT/QUEER: straight12.REASONS YOU LOVE YOUR OTHER HALF: ...
13.YOU AND YOUR OTHER HALF IS AT WHICH STAGE: at the "we're friends" stage
14.YOU WOOED HIM/SHE OR HE/SHE WOOED YOU: no "woo-ing"
15.EVER THINK OF MARRYING HIM/SHE: no...

THE FRIENDS:

1.YOUR FIRST BEST FRIEND: Karmen
2.YOUR FIRST ENEMY: this girl named "Jasmine"
3.THE FRIENDS YOU LOVED THE MOST (one only): KARMEN
4.THE ENEMY YOU HATE THE MOST (one only): myself...
5.YOUR MOST BEAUTIFUL GIRL FRIEND: KARMEN
6.YOUR MOST HANDSOME BOY FRIEND: he's kinda the only guy friend (if you consider talking for 3 hours being "friends") i have so Kuya Jan Michael
7.THE KIND OF GIRL YOU HATE THE MOST: bitches
8.THE KIND OF BOY YOU HATE THE MOST: idiots
9.YOUR BEST FRIEND IS YOUR EX-LOVER: since WHEN?!?
10.IF YOUR FRIEND BACKSTABS YOU: let them...sticks and stones may break my bones but your words will never hurt me...
11.IF YOUR FRIEND BETRAYS YOU: let them....Karma's a bitch you know...
12.IF YOUR FRIEND WOOS YOUR LOVER: i don't care anymore....
13.IF YOUR FRIEND FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU: let them...everyone deserves a chance...
14.IF YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH YOUR BEST FRIEND: guy best friend then it's okay...cause it's already happened...

THE STUDIES:

1.ARE YOU A GOOD STUDENT: kinda...
2.YOU ALWAYS DONE YOUR HOMEWORK/ASSIGNMENTS: yup...
3.THE TEACHER/TUTOR LOVE YOU THE MOST: not really...
4.ALWAYS LATE TO SCHOOL/COLLEGE: nope...
5.YOUR CLASS (2008): Year 8 at LCA
6.YOU LOVE YOUR SENIORS: i'm a sophmore...
7.SENIORS WHO YOU LOVE: idk...
8.YOUR CLASSMATES GOOD/BAD: owwwkay...
9.EXCELLENT RESULT CLASSMATE: MINOLEE!!! (1st honor of Year 8!)
10.LAZIEST CLASSMATE: idk....
11.SMART PEOPLE: Me....
12.STUPID PEOPLE: ....
13.OOD-LOOKING PEOPLE: idk
14.UGLY PEOPLE: idk...
15.FUNNY PEOPLE: Micah "the ANIME OTAKU!"
16.CUTE PEOPLE: can't tell....
17.BAD PEOPLE: idk....
18.HONEST PEOPLE: ...
19.ACTING PEOPLE: alot of pipz i know...
20.YOU ARE WHAT KIND OF PEOPLE: idk,...u guess...

THE PREFER:

1.LIPS OR EYES: eyes
2.HUGS OR KISSES: hugs
3.SHORTER OR TALLER: taller
4.HESITANT OR SPONTANEOUS: spontaneous
5.NICE STOMACH OR ARMS: both?
6.LISTENER OR TALKER: both....
7.ROMANTIC OR RICH: both...
8.GOOD HUSBAND OR GOOD FATHER: both....

THE FUTURE:

1.AGE TO GET MARRIED: 24
2.NUMBERS OF KIDS: 3...but not all at once...
3.CAREER: Fashion designer an maybe someone in the music business...
4.SALARY: won't it change in the future?
5.RETIREMENT AGE: 70..
6.PROPERTIES VALUE: idk...
7.WISHES: to be happy and succesful....

THE VICTIMS:
no one....

Thursday, December 25, 2008

CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well it's Boxing Day here... i am sooo Happy i got a lot of cool things..Karmii guess what!!!! i got the entire Twilight book series!!!!!! i am officially addicted...i got a lot of other stuff like 2 pairs of earphones (i'm kinda clumsy with earphones either i lose them or break them), a snoopy stuff toy, "Burnin' Up on tour with the Jonas Brothers", the twilight book series, MONEY!!!, bags, a new watch, necklaces and bracelets...and also this year we had "secret friends" and my secret friend was Kuya Jan Michael...boy he's hard to shop for...De~ Arne picked my name so she gave me a really cool necklace and earrings set...as for my sibs it was all toys...soo many toys...right now i'm planning my bday party (yep my mum said yes) Karmii i wish i could invite you....oh well...i'll post pics...


Karmii:

he emailed me today... yea...he wished me a Merry Christmas ,Happy New Year and also Happy Birthday...he apologized about not saying bye to me...i told him it was okay...were friends now...and maybe forever..he's got my back...don't be jealous of me...and i'm sorry for bombarding you with my problems...I'm really lucky to have a friend like you...your the best and i wouldn't trade u for anything else in the world even if Nick Jonas asked me to marry him...wait...me a Mrs. Jonas?!?! nah just joking i'd rather pick you because it's not everyday i'll find a friend like you...you're the most amazing BFTTEOT ever!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE YOU ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Happy ADVANCED Birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P.S: yes he did pick her...i told him that he'll regret it...He hasn't replied yet but idc anymore...

Friday, December 19, 2008

The End.../Confessions..

this is the end...the end of my love life as we know it...

i also named this post CONFESSIONS because it's time to confess...

Karmen: i am sooo JEALOUS that your Lucky in love...i'm jealous that you've got sum1 special in ur lyf...it hurts that ur always happy while me i'm always sad..did u knw i didn;t go to work toay because i cried soo much after we came from a party last night that my eyes are red...i cried because well i like this guy and he likes another girl (Karmii u knw it already)...and he left with her...without saying bye to me...

De~Arne: i am soo JEALOUS of her...she's soo pretty, slim and every guy wants her...i'm also pissed at her coz every guy i have EVER liked wants HER...do u know how much that hurts?!?!?yesterday i saw her and she got a new haircut which she was showing off...it kills me that she's always got a boyfriend...

i hate my life and everything about it..i wish i was pretty, slim and well i wish that a guy would come along and like me for me and not the way i look...right now i just started crying again due to the fact that i'm hurt... I'm tired of getting hurt...i'm officially quiting LOVE.. i am erasing it from my mind...i won't love again(except for loving my fam and fav pipz)....and right now i should be happy coz my grandma got me the Jonas Brothers "Burnin' Up" Tour Book for my bday and xmas (dnt worry i'm still happy abt that)...

THIS IS OFFICIALLY MY MOST SADDEST POST...

i use to wish having a bf on xmas but even that was crushed...the next time i might blog will be after xmas...i'll post what i got 4 xmas...

P.S: i might not post my story anymore...i think i'm gonna quit writing...


this song is dedicated to all those guys who BROKE my heart with or without knowing it:

Song Title: It's Over
Composed by: Bea Resurreccion

Hey you it's me again
How's the life without the gain?
I Know it's been rough
So just scratch the scruff
Off and know...

It's Over! the music's done
Face the limelight and
Know i'm gone
Never to be yours again
Oh yeah...

It's Over! time to let go
And know that this girl's
Not yours anymore...
It's Over...

Bridge:
It's too late to say
You're sorry for all the pain
You've caused...
Because...

It's Over! the music's done
Face the limelight and
Know i'm gone
Never to be yours again...
oh..yeah

It's Finally Over...

--- Copyright 2008-09 ----

Love?

i was looking through my old files and found this....

What is love meant to be?

Is it something we control, something we wait for till it comes or it something that can hurt us?

Some love can hurt but some can make us happy forever but for others they think they can control love find love and reign over it … But I think love is a mystery which everyone should solve using their heart…But sometimes people just go find it but then they get hurt because they shouldn’t look for love but wait for it…But some people just find them then they get hurt and can or will do something that can hurt them forever like some do drugs , do suicide ,while those people who would rather wait for love are happily living their lives… But from my perspective everyone should wait for their love cause if you look for it you might just get hurt and do something that can ruin your life …or with you rather choose to live happily until the day that the special person for you comes along and you live happily and have a successful and fulfilling life…which would you Choose?

i hope u read this and understand that when u got on that plane u didn't just leave me ALONE here but you also left me with a BROKEN HEART...I hope u find that girl ur lookin' for...but rmb i'm always here...

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

I am " A Little Too Not Over You"

i am sooo TOTALLY in LOVE with David Archuleta's new music video "A Little Too Not Over You"...and also that song means something to me...i'll post the lyrics... this song is dedicated to Alexander Claveria...

It never crossed my mind at all
That is what I tell myself
What we had is come and gone
Your better off with someone else
It’s for the bestI know it is
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
But I turn around
You're with it now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Memories suppose to fade
What's wrong with my heart
Shake it off let it go
Didn't think it would be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around you're with it now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me whyI can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret
Everything I said
And there's no way
To take it all back
Yeah
Now I'm on my own
I wont let u go
I'll never understandI'll never understandYeah, ohhh

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me whyI can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you

music vid here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WvBBBEVsQwo


also i heard that Kevin Jonas proposed to his Girlfriend Danielle but i wnt believe it till i see it and hear from him myself...but if it's true CONGRATS to them!!!!!