The End.../Confessions..

this is the end...the end of my love life as we know it...

i also named this post CONFESSIONS because it's time to confess...

Karmen: i am sooo JEALOUS that your Lucky in love...i'm jealous that you've got sum1 special in ur lyf...it hurts that ur always happy while me i'm always sad..did u knw i didn;t go to work toay because i cried soo much after we came from a party last night that my eyes are red...i cried because well i like this guy and he likes another girl (Karmii u knw it already)...and he left with her...without saying bye to me...

De~Arne: i am soo JEALOUS of her...she's soo pretty, slim and every guy wants her...i'm also pissed at her coz every guy i have EVER liked wants HER...do u know how much that hurts?!?!?yesterday i saw her and she got a new haircut which she was showing off...it kills me that she's always got a boyfriend...

i hate my life and everything about it..i wish i was pretty, slim and well i wish that a guy would come along and like me for me and not the way i look...right now i just started crying again due to the fact that i'm hurt... I'm tired of getting hurt...i'm officially quiting LOVE.. i am erasing it from my mind...i won't love again(except for loving my fam and fav pipz)....and right now i should be happy coz my grandma got me the Jonas Brothers "Burnin' Up" Tour Book for my bday and xmas (dnt worry i'm still happy abt that)...

THIS IS OFFICIALLY MY MOST SADDEST POST...

i use to wish having a bf on xmas but even that was crushed...the next time i might blog will be after xmas...i'll post what i got 4 xmas...

P.S: i might not post my story anymore...i think i'm gonna quit writing...


this song is dedicated to all those guys who BROKE my heart with or without knowing it:

Song Title: It's Over
Composed by: Bea Resurreccion

Hey you it's me again
How's the life without the gain?
I Know it's been rough
So just scratch the scruff
Off and know...

It's Over! the music's done
Face the limelight and
Know i'm gone
Never to be yours again
Oh yeah...

It's Over! time to let go
And know that this girl's
Not yours anymore...
It's Over...

Bridge:
It's too late to say
You're sorry for all the pain
You've caused...
Because...

It's Over! the music's done
Face the limelight and
Know i'm gone
Never to be yours again...
oh..yeah

It's Finally Over...

--- Copyright 2008-09 ----

---Pushin' Me Away---

notice why the title is that?!?? it's bcoz that's my new fav song and because that's what is happenin' to me....

Title: Pushin' me away
Artist / Album: Jonas Brothers/ Upcoming album "A Little bit Longer"

Lyrics:
[Verse 1:]
Run, Run like you do
I'm chasing you
I'm on your tail
I'm gaining fast
Your going nowhere
Try to fix what you've done
Turn back the sun
The night is calling
And then we're falling faster now

[Chorus:]
Pushing me away
Every last word, every single thing you say
Pushing me away
You try to stop now but it's already to late
Pushing me away
If you really don't care just say it to my face
Pushing me away
Push push pushing me away

[Verse 2:]
Stop! Tell me the truth
Cause i'm so confused
Spinning round these walls are falling down and I need you
More than you know, I'm not letting goI'm getting close, so take my hand
And please just tell me why

[Chorus:]
Pushing me away
Every last word, every single thing you say
Pushing me away
You try to stop now but it's already to late
Pushing me away
If you really don't care just say it to my face
Pushing me away
Push push pushing me away x2

[Chorus:]
Pushing me away
Every last word, every single thing you say
Pushing me away
You try to stop now but it's already to late
Pushing me away
If you really don't care just say it to my face
Pushing me away
Push push pushing me away
Pushing me away...

my new fav song....
so...yeah...right now i'm typing my research paper on" does listening to classical music make you smarter?"
and also i finished my h/work earlier...school good...i'm gettting my report card on FRIDAY! (oh no!!) it's 11:30 pm?!?!? KARMEN!!!!! where are you???!?!

Song writing skillz...

I wrote 2 songs this year well...these couple of months...pls. tell me what u think...

Title: No Ordinary

No more sweet melodies
No more wishing for it to end
No more calling just to say
goodnight and see you tomorrow

No Ordinary love
waiting your arrival
No Ordinary Love
waiting at the door
No Ordinary Love
to come knockin' at your door
just to say " I Love You"
No Ordinary Love who will apologize in the rain
just for you...

Bridge:
No more fights,No more pains
No more tears,No more screams
It's time to let you go
time to let you know
It's over, It's done
we're through...

Title: --no title yet -- (still in the works)

Why does it hurt so much?
loosing you was such a mistake
why did i do it?
why? why? why? why?
It hurts so much without you
why did i leave you?
how could i be so dumb enough
not to notice you....oh...

i'm sorry i hurt you
i'm sorry i left you behind
why didn't i notice you before?
why? why?
now we're apart
and it hurts too much...
How can i live without
your love
i'm sorry for all the pain
i've cost you...oh...

just wanted to share that...pls. tell me wat u think!! tnx..